I never truly Realized how huge I’ve gotten until today, I’ve alway been chubby but I’ve just gotten straight fat.. I want to fucking cry. And no this isn’t me asking for attention this is me being honest with myself.. Usually my weight bothered everyone else but me but now I can’t ignore that they’re right. Starting Monday I will be going to the gym every day or working out in some way every day. I’m doing this for me not for anyone else, I want to be healthy and feel beautiful for me. I’m not doing this to please anyone else but myself but hey if I get extra attention for once in my life so be it. Now I just need to find someone to go with me (: